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Kanan Jarrus ([personal profile] notallofus) wrote2018-10-16 07:03 pm

Post-Relics of the Republic

It's good to be home again, and, oddly enough, on the newly-repurposed Phoenix Home, too. Kanan feels less exposed, which he wasn't expecting. But support, back-up, and more people on the lookout for important resources means somewhat less scrambling, and the odds can be stacked a little higher before doom is a foregone conclusion.

He guesses, anyway. But --

But he also feels sick to his stomach. There are clones on board, and although they're older than the ones he saw last -- Grey and Styles, Soot and Big-Mouth -- but maybe that's what his soldiers -- his friends would have grown into, if they'd been given the chance. If they hadn't betrayed -- no, they'd been betrayed, no matter how it looked from the outside. If Rex is right . . .

It's so hard to hold onto that, though. Harder than he wants it to be. They're good men, Rex and Wolfe and Gregor, but they've got the faces of his nightmares, and that's . . .

Maybe if he gets out of his own head a little, maybe . . . maybe that'll make this better. Somehow. Which is why he pulls himself away from the mess and goes looking for Hera. She'll be on the Ghost, he knows, and --

And that's probably better for him, too. More hands always help turn a slapdash field repair into something that'll last.
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-17 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
Hera is, in fact, on the Ghost. The repairs had been enough to get them out of the Seelos system, but if they don't want to be caught stranded again, they'll need to do more than a few hasty fixes. With most of the crew in their cabins or on Phoenix Home, she has stripped up some of the flooring, hunching over or climbing down among the ship's innerworkings and documenting what needs to be repaired - and what needs to be replaced.

Each part that she add makes Hera wince. What supplies they have are only growing fewer.

Chopper, much to his chagrin, has been drafted into this, and when Kanan comes upon them it will likely be to find Chopper blatting over an opened piece of the flooring, Hera's lekku just visible from where she has climbed down inside it.
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-17 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
But before Hera can answer, Chopper slaps a wrench in Kanan's hand and speeds away, faster than likely Hera or Kanan have seen him move in months. Hera turns, lifting herself up to rest her elbows on the floor panel, near Kanan's feet, watching the droid's escape with tired resignation.

"That's about right," is all she says.
Edited 2018-10-17 23:59 (UTC)
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-18 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Both?" she says, looking up to Kanan.

"I'm sure he was looking for any excuse to get away from me, after the day we had."
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-18 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe he needs a programming tweak."

But Hera just sighs, as she looks back down among the tangles of piping and wires and other machinery she has squeezed herself between. "But I think he's done most of the repairs we can for now. What we really need are some replacement parts."

Or really, to afford those replacement parts.
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-18 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
Her attention snaps up to Kanan again, though she glances away before she answers.

"If the Empire really doesn't know about some of the old Republic bases and supply stations..."

Her eyes turn back to him, wondering how much he wants to hear. "... it could really help us out."
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-18 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Hera listens, and waits, until she's sure he won't continue.

Then, she holds out her hand toward him.

"Help me out?"
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-18 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
"I should run a diagnostic," Hera says, again waiting until Kanan - well, stops babbling.

"But I can do that from up here."
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-18 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe put the floor panel back on?" she suggests. "This'll just take a second."

To start the diagnostics, anyway.
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-18 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Hera, meanwhile, walks over to the nearby port to set in the diagnostic. Chopper could do this faster, but it doesn't take Hera that much longer to set in the tests she wants to run. Enough to confirm her own conclusion that the repairs they've made will hold long enough for them to get - some replacement parts, anyway.

Then, she walks back over to Kanan.

"I have to stay here until the tests are done."

She doubts she has to add, Why don't you wait with me.
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-19 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Hera steps up next to him, also leaning against the wall, her lekku swaying in front of her.

"I guess we should've figured this, from what Ahsoka said."
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-19 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't know what to tell you, Kanan."

Hera folds her arms. "I can't imagine what it would be like to see the faces of people who hurt you, and everyone close to you, and have to tell yourself it wasn't them. But -"

Well. It wasn't them.
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-19 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
"I didn't want to put you back there."

Hera takes a deep breath, briefly closing her eyes as she considers what she's about to say. "But I can't imagine what this must be like for them, either."
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[personal profile] for_everyone 2018-10-20 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Hera keeps her eyes down, silent for a long moment as she thinks over his words.

"After the war, my father - we would've been crushed without the Republic, but he'd known even then they might come to occupy us instead. He never forgot that."

Her voice goes a little quieter. "He'd hated the idea of the clones. He couldn't understand who would manufacture soldiers, rather than fighting for themselves."

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