"Not blind!" Kanan returns, louder than he means to, because what's running through his mind is coward coward coward and that's not what this is, it isn't.

"Still a Jedi. We were soldiers during the war, even Generals, and we missed everything the Emperor was doing. Everything. The Order used people as things for the war effort, and they didn't let themselves see, and I won't. I can't."

He takes a breath.

"I'll fight, because that's what this is now. You're right. But I won't be a soldier. I won't . . . "